Monday, November 26, 2012

Our Thanksgiving

My heart is happy on this Monday morning.  We had a really, really good Thanksgiving week.  We spent Wednesday evening celebrating with my dad's side of the family.  We spent Thursday with Dustin's family.  On Thursday evening, Dustin left to go hunting with family and friends, so on Friday morning, Eden and I went to go visit my mom for a couple of days.  All of the grandparents got to see Eden during the week. 

I made Eden's Thanksgiving Day outfit.  I was really proud of it.  Not because it was hard or anything - it was actually incredibly easy.  But because I SEWED IT!  Two years ago, I thought sewing was the dumbest thing in the world and couldn't understand why people wanted to sew things when there were stores to buy things at!  Then I got pregnant, and all of a sudden I had an urge to sew and to make Baby Girl stuff.  So my dad and stepmom bought me a sewing machine, my aunt showed me some basics, I practiced a little bit, and I've started making some simple things here and there.


Getting ready for Thanksgiving, however, was not easy as I continue to learn what life with a ten month old is like:

On Tuesday night, I started getting ready for the week ahead.  Dustin had a Thanksgiving lunch at work on Wednesday that he wanted me to bring a broccoli, rice & cheese casserole to, and I had promised my brother that the next time I saw him I would make him pistachio ice cream.  So I put Eden to bed and got to work.  I managed to get the casserole put together and into the fridge for the next day no problem.  Then I went to work on the ice cream.  I needed crushed pistachios, so I figured I would just put them in the blender and pulse them.  Well of course the blender woke up my super light sleeper even though she was upstairs in her room with the door shut and her sleep sheep on.  Okay, so upstairs I go, and I rock her back to sleep.  Thirty minutes later, I'm outside on the deck in the dark pulsing my pistachios.  Back inside, I'm in the process of cooking the milk, eggs, blah, blah when Eden decides to wake up again.  Dustin's in the shower.  Hmmm...  I don't want to overcook my milk... Maybe she'll fall back asleep (I always hold out hope that she'll fall back asleep once she wakes up... I don't know why... It has NEVER happened!)  I've waited too long, now she's hysterical.  I go get her and hold a sleeping baby in one arm while trying to get the ice cream mixed up with the other until Dustin gets out of the shower and takes her.  I get the mixture made up and put into the fridge.  My kitchen is a disaster, and I NEVER go to bed unless my kitchen is clean.  But now Eden is awake and cranky and Dustin convinces me to just leave it until the morning.  FINE!  We all go to bed.

On Wednesday, Eden of course wakes up at the crack of dawn.  Our morning goes something like this:

I put the ice cream mixture into the ice cream maker and start doing dishes while Eden crawls around on the floor.

Eden has crawled over to the pantry which I have stupidly left open and pulls a box of waffle mix off of the bottom shelf and spills white powder everywhere.  In the blink of an eye she crawls around in it and manages to drag it into two other rooms before I have time to do anything about it. 

Eden has now pulled herself up to where she is standing and holding my knees and looking at me and whining, so I give up on cleaning, and we go play for a while.

Ice cream done.  My kitchen is not much cleaner than it was last night, but it's Eden's naptime, and she's getting fussy.  We go upstairs and read a book, and I get Eden to sleep.  After a twenty minute cat nap, she's wide awake and full of energy once again. 

I make her breakfast, and while feeding her oatmeal, I notice that it's already after 10.  Crap. 

I put the casserole into the oven. 

I drag Eden's exersaucer into the bathroom and put her in it while I take a shower.  In my rush, I only shave one leg. 

I take the casserole out and sprinkle cheese on top.  I go to put it back in.  I forget oven mitts.  Cuss word.  Using oven mitts, I put the casserole back into the oven. 

Where did Eden go?  Oh good, she's in the bathroom playing in the trashcan!

I get Eden dressed.  Casserole done.

I try to blowdry my hair.  Eden now wants to be held and cries whenever I put her down.  I give up on my hair and we go into the living room to play.  She seems happy.  I try to sneak out to finish my hair.  She notices after 60 seconds that I'm not there, and crawls frantically to find me. 

I look at the clock.  How in the world is it after 11:30?

I attempt to put on makeup with one hand while holding Eden.  I rush upstairs to get dressed. 

Off we go to lunch.  My hair is still damp.

When we get home, Eden takes a nap in her swing, and I manage to get the kitchen clean, and I finally sweep up waffle mix.

Dustin comes home and starts cooking the prime rib that he's in charge of for dinner at my grandma's.  Eden wakes up.  I have to make potatoes.  The afternoon goes pretty much the same as the morning did.  My kitchen is a disaster once again, and off we go to my grandma's. 

It's comical now.  Trying to accomplish anything these days can be pretty difficult.  But that's okay.  She's so worth it.  Preparing for Thanksgiving may have been hard, but it's all okay when I see my family passing her around and loving on her and playing with her on the floor.  At one point on Wednesday night, I didn't know where Eden was.  I found her outside with my uncle.  He was trying to show her the moon.  That makes my heart hurt so good.  When we're all sitting around the table eating with Eden's highchair squeezed in between me and Dustin, I forget all about the frustration I felt when she was destroying my kitchen while I cooked.  My heart swelled when I watched some of Dustin's family members who were meeting her for the first time ooh and ah over her and her little outfit on Thanksgiving Day.  A weekend spent with my mom and an afternoon spent at the beach watching Eden crawl around in the sand and try to chase baby birds is totally worth that super fun three and a half hour drive I had with a ten month old and two labs.  She is worth EVERYTHING.

I have much to be thankful for. 








Next up... Eden's first CHRISTMAS!  The Christmas songs are playing, and we are going to go get a tree and decorate this weekend.  Just thinking about the month of December makes me so happy that I feel like I could burst.  Eden got her picture taken with Santa this weekend too.


I think she looks SOOOOO CUTE all sad like that.  Does that  make me a bad mom?  I was actually kind of happy that she cried because I think it makes the picture cuter.  How horrible of me!

Monday, November 19, 2012

Eden - Ten Months (and one day)


We had to take Eden's 10 month picture today because I wasn't with her yesterday. (tear)  Dustin and I went with some friends to the Texans game (yay!), but I have to say that when Dustin came home a few weeks ago and told me that the game was on November 18th, the very first thing that popped into my head was that I wouldn't be with Eden on one of her little monthly birthdays.  My mom came and spent the day with her instead.  Dustin and I left yesterday morning at 8 and we didn't get home until 7:30 last night.  That is the longest amount of time I have ever spent away from Eden.  I had a great time at the game, but by the time we were on the way home, I was a complete wreck.  I've still only been away from her a handful of times. 

Eden... 10 months...

Well her days of army crawling are long gone.  She's a crawler crawler now.  And I can't help but be a teensy bit sad that my army crawler is gone.  She was SO cute dragging herself around, and I can't believe I'll never see it again! 

Her hair is growing back in slowly but surely.  (She was born with hair and then poof - it all disappeared!)  It's SO CUTE!  There's not much hair, but when I push her in the swing, that inch of hair flies out in the wind, and when she wakes up in the mornings her little hair is sticking straight up.  It cracks me up.

She still pulls up on EVERYTHING, but at least this month she falls down less.

She still has yet to start sleeping through the night.  She's doing better.  But as we get closer and closer to that year mark, I can't help but be a little glad that she's still not sleeping through the night.  When she was first born, those moments when I was feeding her in the middle of the night were my absolute favorite.  The whole world was sleeping except me and her in a dark room cuddled up together.  There's nothing sweeter.  I'm glad that we still have those moments.  It will be really nice when I don't have to get up a few times a night anymore, but I know when that time finally comes, I'll be sad too.

She loves her animals.  I'm not sure how much they love her though.  The dogs get crawled over and hit in the face, and the cats never get to eat in peace anymore.


One thing I DON'T love about this age... the fact that she has to put EVERY LITTLE THING in her mouth!  I have to sweep my floors CONSTANTLY.  I have to be on alert for choking CONSTANTLY.  We'll be having a lovely little afternoon playing on the quilt outside... I take my eyes off of her for three seconds and all of a sudden she's choking on a leaf.  If I had a dollar for every time I've had to stick my finger down her throat to fish something out, I would be a very rich woman. 

As her birthday gets closer and closer, my heart can't help but ache.  But I had a friend tell me just last week, that from here on out, I'll think that Eden can't get any better, any more fun, but then the next day I'll find out I was wrong.  She assured me that it just keeps getting better. 


Is she not the cutest?